Feelings change – memories don't.

for the old days

maybe that’s it

I’m afraid to give you my all,I’m afraid to fall in love with ¬†you completely. But the truth is I have given you my all. And I do love you completely there is no other person I want more than I want you, and the reason it always comes down to losing you is because I’m so deeply afraid of losing you.

I like you because I know you’re always there.. there to catch me when I fall.. there to listen when I need you, there when I feel alone. I like you because you understand me.You know how I feel when I can’t say it.You know I am not strong as I say and still you never let me know that I am fooling you.I like you because you make me believe,believe that i am not worthless…believe that I am worth it.You make me feel that I can be love and can love others. I like you because you know that I felt this way but can’t say it and still you wait..letting me take my time to come to terms with the fact that I like you much.

Do you want to know what my problem is? Problem is I love you, I love your name,I love the way you look at me,I love your amazing smiles,I love the way you talk,I love what you look like when you are asleep, I love the sound of your laugh,to hear your voice fills my entire heart with an indescribable feeling.I love the way I can be having the worst day of my life and seeing you completely changes my mood.

Maybe its the way you grab my hand and hold it.. or the way you hug me…or maybe it’s the way you wrapped your arms around me.. maybe the way that we exchange sms for hours about absolutely nothing but still I feel like it.I just had a best conversation.. maybe its the way that I want to break down and cry when I think about how you hold me in pedestal..may be that’s it that make me want you so much.. maybe that what makes me miss you so much nowadays.

I’m so afraid of losing you..

You make me happy ….

and I feel like I love you everyday that makes me hard to get rid of you